What do a lot of us think, in our older years? We remember those days: Thought I would insert
two short stories I wrote, it explains alot.
Night Vision Lights
A Story by V.J.Verdolini
The sailor awoke suddenly. Was something
wrong? What was this sense of
foreboding? The throbbing of the engines was steady and even. The red
night vision
lights in the compartment cast an eerie glow.
He was 17, and on his first wartime mission. His ship was an Escort Carrier, on
Hunter-Killer duty, seeking out, and
sinking German U boats. She was 490' long, with a
crew of 860 and 27 planes. She had recently sunk
a U boat, and they had only found one
survivor. The sailor found himself wondering about the crew of
that sub. Did they die
suddenly, or did they sink to the bottom of the sea, to suffocate?
No, that couldn't be.
This area of the Atlantic was too deep. The sub would have crushed at a certain depth.
The feeling of apprehension, or dread continued to bother him. He was also
thinking of a sister ship(USS Liscomb
Bay CVE 56), that had gone down in the Pacific,with over
645 of it s 870 man crew. The ship had gone down
in minutes.
No ship is ever quiet; the creaks and groans of her metal
plates were almost
soothing. He could hear the snores and breathing of the other men in his compartment.
He jumped
down off his bunk and sat on the lower bunk. The guy that slept there was on
watch up in the radio shack. Lighting up
a Lucky Strike, he thought of going to the
shack for a cup of coffee. Nah, he had the watch at 0800,
so he just sat there. He tried to
relax, but that premonition kept nagging at him. He had never felt fear before, so
why
now?
His thoughts kept going back to his sister ship. Were there any buddies
of his from
radio school? They would have been in the same compartment that he was in on this ship.
Did they get
out?
Suddenly, with a tremendous explosion, the ship lurched and keeled over on her
starboard
side. He thought she was about to capsize, but she slowly righted herself. The
compartment was in chaos. The ship was
twisting. The screeching steel sounded as if the
ship was screaming. Men were running for the ladder going up to
the hangar deck.
Explosions were rocking the ship and there was a noticeable list toward the stern. She
was going down! If he made the hangar deck, would the Hot Dogs, the anti-submarine
torpedoes stored in racks
on the sides of the hangar deck, explode? It seemed like it took
an eternity to reach the ladder. He could smell
the smoke, and see the flames through
the hatch at the top of the ladder. Before he could reach the ladder, the
ship seemed to
rear up, and he was thrown backwards into the compartment. Dread claimed him. He
had thought
he was indestructible; nothing could happen to him! No water in the
compartment, thank God for that. He clawed
his way back towards the ladder, climbing
along the deck, grabbing the bottoms of the bunks. Finally, the ladder again.
He started
to feel the heat of the fire above him, but had to get out of the compartment which he
envisioned
as his tomb. He was alone! Where were the other men? Had they all gotten
out but he?
The sailor finally reached the hatch onto the hangar deck, only to find it blocked by
the aircraft stored there. They
had piled up on the starboard side as the ship listed. He
found an opening through the wreckage, and pulled himself,
as if in slow motion, towards
an opening to the gun deck on the port side.
The smoke was heavy, and the fires were casting shadows over the hanger deck. No
one else was there. They had all abandoned
ship, but he never heard the call. The ship
was now on a sharp list to starboard, and starting to stand on end.
The death of the
ship was very near. He reached a hatch to the open sponson deck. As he finally went
through the hatch, the ship took one last lurch. It threw him back onto the hangar deck,
amidst the planes, while
the ship slipped relentlessly into her grave. He could not reach
the hatch again. The cold waters dragged
him and the ship into the depths!
The sailor awoke, in a cold sweat. The throbbing of the engines was steady and even.
The red night vision lights
cast an eerie light over the compartment.
THE DAY THE SHADOWS MOVED
by V.J. Verdolini
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Darkness! As I went further down into the depths of the
aircraft carrier, I pondered, "why
did I come down
here, alone, with only a battle lantern?" I tried to reason
with myself.. Here
I was,a volunteer on a WW2 aircraft carrier
turned into a Museum. The curator of the museum, knowing that I was,
during
World War II, a radio operator on a sister-ship, of this vessel, had asked if I would help
restore a radio
room, to the 1940's era.
I had decided to look for old artifacts in the portions of
the ship that had never been
opened to the public. But, why in this section of the ship? It had been over 50 years
since I had served on this type vessel.
The bulkheads had been preserved with a coating of light oil, and they
gleamed dully, as
my light shown up and down the passageways. I tried to remember where I was. Ah! The
crews
berthing compartments. There would be no radio equipment in this area, but I
stopped, and suddenly the hair
on my arms tingled, goose bumps went up and down my
spine.
Deep down inside, a feeling started, fear? Yes, but
something else too!
The shadows from my light along the bulkheads seemed to linger , and
then, panic overcame
me . I wanted to make a dash for the ladder up to
the hanger deck. I stood as if he was frozen
to the deck. The shadows
were moving. I could not call out, my throat was paralyzed. I gasped,
and finally
managed to almost gurgle out, Who is there? Nothing!
But wait, something was happening.
The deck was vibrating, the
ship was moving. How? This old dead ship was sunk into the bottom of the
harbor.
Then, as if from a great distance I heard other sounds.
Voices, sounds of
a ship alive, and underway. The darkness was giving way
to light. What was happening to me? I had gone back
fifty years to my
old compartment. Nothing was clear, but I heard men talking and laughing,
and there was
the normal card game going on. I even smelled the stale
air, talcum powder, and Mennons Skin Bracer.
I
couldn't help but smile, remembering. We had no airconditioning at
that time. There were guys sitting on their
bunks writing letters home.
Then that dreaded sound, prefixed by a boatswains whistle, "now hear
this, all hands man your battle stations" followed by the harsh clang
glang clang of the claxton . Men instantly
started running to their
stations. And then, silence, and darkness again.
The fear started to return, and a cold was running through my body.
A voice, calm, with a sense
of sadness filled my senses. The fear
was gone, and a feeling of almost contentment covered me.
Who are you? I
asked . We are all the carrier sailors who did not go
home. We stayed near
our individual ship until they were all scrapped. This ship is one of the
last of the great
carriers, and is now a museum, a memorial to all of us.
Why are you here? We cannot find peace until we are assured that we
will not be
forgotten, by history. We have listened to you giving the
tours for visitors, and have heard the pride in
your voice as you tell
them of these great ships, the tone of your voice when you tell them of
those of
us who never went home. We can see the tears in your eyes, you
try to hide, when a memorial service is held.
You, and others like you
must continue to tell the story, especially to the young men and women.
Then they will
relay the stories to their children, so that like the
story tellers of old, they will pass down from generation
to generation.
Soon you, and the others who served on these ships will be gone.
You must
continue to spread the word, and we can at last rest.
The darkness closed in again, and I made my way back up to
the hangar deck, and the light. Had this been a figment of
my
imagination? It had to be. Yet, something was there, deep down inside.
Several days later, I took a group of people on tour, and among them
were several young boys. They
were asking questions of me. One young
man in particular asked, How did you feel, being 18 years old, in
a war.
Were you frightened, how did you react to seeing men die around you? I
paused ,
then said, yes at times I was frightened, and saw men die. You
might want to remember that those men were
not much older than you are
now. Those boys are why this museum is here today! It is a memorial to the
young
men who never came home to their mothers, wives and sweethearts.
You may laugh, but I feel deep down inside that
this dead ship is not
really dead. If you listen, you too may feel the engines throbbing, you
too
may listen to distant voices, you too may smell strange smells that
all ships have.
The young boys smiled and I knew that they thought I was a
senile old fool. As they continued the tour and
I told the stories of
life aboard ship, I noticed the one young man, look around with a
perplexed look on his
face. Then that same young man suddenly asked how
he could exit the tour. I directed him to the nearest emergency
exit , and the young man along with his friends left the tour. I
felt a deep sense of remorse for failing
to get those young men
to understand, and told myself that I would not, in the future, try to
instill
my thoughts into the tourists.
When the tour ended, the rest of
the tourists thanked me, and left
the ship. Then as I started back to the Information Desk where
the tours
started, two of the young boys who had left the tour
approached . Sir, one
said, we are sorry we had to leave, but we were
frightened! We could not say anything
at the time, but we both had an
eerie sensation that the deck started to vibrate! We did not say anything
to one another for fear of ridicule, and then we both thought we heard
strange voices, talking, laughing.
I guess we panicked, and left. We
finally talked to each other and when we knew we both had felt the same
way,
we knew you were right! This ship is still alive. I felt a great elation flood
over
me. I had at least gotten through to two, and I knew that those two
could not help but tell the weird
story of how they had thought they felt and heard
ghosts on the carrier museum. At that
moment the ships PA system came alive, and the
sad strains of a bugler playing Taps was heard by everyone on the ship.
It was
late in the day, the museum was closing shortly, so no one thought much
of it. But I
knew that the museum had not set up it s PA system to play the different ship
sounds because they could not find a tape
to play the different calls. I knew who had
played Taps, and knew that if and when I went down below,
alone, again, the shadows
would not move again.